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howdie!
this journal is mostly friends locked. however, you can add me if you want. i make many public posts as well. |
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| silly picture |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|11:59 am] |
i found a random old picture on my moms camera
and of course i did the most obvious thing to do: draw all over it
there's a story behind this somehow... like.. that cat is actually a feline 007, and i'm the Girl with the Golden Gun, and those three are my top assassins, and we're totally about to throw the cat into a shark pit/pirahna fish tank behind us. Michael and Jabe are all "yes, yes~~" and Doug is all "hand him to me, ma'am. i'll dispose of this vermin..." |
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| crafts babble |
[Jun. 30th, 2008|05:13 pm] |
since it's been like years...
i totally forgot what a BITCH silicon molds are to make.
*glares*
YEAH IM TALKING ABOUT YOU, SILICON MOLD. THE HELL WITH YOU.
not mine, but it cracked me up when i saw it. grape loli ;p
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also, the awesomest project ever is in the works. it's so awesome, i cannot even begin to describe how awesome. actually, come to think of it, two awesome projects are in the works. if you could the lolita comics, that makes three. i feel so productive for someone who's considering not going to college next semester.
QUESTION: what's a good company out there that prints good quality heavy duty custom decals in -non wholesale-?
cause i need like.... 3 max. and that's only to provide for me messing up twice. |
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| *glooom* |
[Jun. 27th, 2008|09:03 am] |
Stupid freaking poupee girl... How can an online game site be so freaking depressing to my heart. x_x I haven't been this bothered by a site like this since Neopets.
sfjaklfjklajfa MAN I hate the idea of spending real money to buy imaginary things >:O It's a good thing I have absolutely zero money or else I'd seriously be entertaining the thought TT_TT
I'm honestly thinking of doing some art whoring just to make "poupee" money =_=;; Or something..
...I've come to realize that Poupee Girl's owners must have done a deal with the devil - nothing good and honest can be this addictive. T_T
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| GUYS, GUYS. lil mama in Angelic Pretty |
[Jun. 25th, 2008|01:29 pm] |
.........i match Lil Mama!!
Hell YEAH~!! Now I wanna wear my Fruit Parlor stuff with a tank and sneakers too. |
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| while i'm posting pics |
[Jun. 25th, 2008|11:14 am] |
i'm gonna start posting a picture of my whiteboard everytime it gets totally filled up and i have to erase it. this is from a month or two ago. =3=;;
my friends are arteests |
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| yesterday = cheesecake victory |
[Jun. 25th, 2008|10:03 am] |
hahahahaha; hooray for pests! |
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| WHY |
[Jun. 24th, 2008|01:59 pm] |
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WHY IS MY MEMORY SO BAD |
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| Tires |
[Jun. 20th, 2008|09:59 am] |
Dallas people, what's your favorite place to buy tires?
I was gonna go to Firestone but I thought I might check first and see if I need to be looking elsewhere.
Also: low resistance tires = worth it? |
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| are my stories offensive -_- |
[Jun. 19th, 2008|01:19 pm] |
okay, need your help guys. :x
the stories in the lolita stories (this needs a nice catchy name, because lolitales is still reserved for the fantasy ones of lost TT_TT) are all actually based on similar ~*real life*~ situations, but i'm worried some of them might be a little too.. undesirable.
the problem was that i didn't write them with the intent that i'd publish em all together, so some are geared more towards 12-15 year olds, some are more for 18+. i'm a little concerned about combining them so i'll write a basic synopsis on each.
edit: i totally added some sneaky doodling-at-work pictures to illustrate.
1) the shy girl: the main girl is nervous about wearing lolita clothing in public, and when her friends drag her out, she meets a dream guy. dun dun duuunnnn
2) the working girl: a super serious office woman whose weekend lolita dressup antics are caught on film by an equally serious, but conniving, male coworker. =_=
3) the girly boy: a cute boy finds himself pushed into getting dressed dolly by his sisters, and becomes equally ashamed because he enjoys the attention... until an aristocratic 'prince' sets sights on him. >.> (this... isn't as gay as it sounds.)
4) the skull girl: the story from the original lolitales! it actually didn't fit well with the originals because the story was so... realistic (in an unrealistic way), and there's no magic/fantasy. an antisocial girl obsessed with skeletons meets her bony dream guy, but he turns out to be a typical womanizer. however, who is really using who! hmmmm~~~!
5) the trendy girl: a freshman girl who's used to [unwanted] attention from looking sexy and trendy due to her fashionable older sister's influence, turns to the crazy lolita fashion of some sewing club members in her college. however, it creates a different kind of attention, and her fellow lolitas dislike her complete disregard for the humble "lolita lifestyle". will she stay for the frills, or return to trendiness?? and what of the guys interested in her?
6) the fat girl: a girl too large to fit in the clothes she likes meets up with a mysterious handsome 'motivator', urging her that losing weight for beauty and fashion is as good a reason as any. should she listen to this semi-negative advice, or embrace it?
7) the wild girl: a naive & sheltered girl becomes half-enamoured/half-infuriated by the personality of a wild lolita/urban explorer girl who enjoys taking seductive and glamorous photos in illegal places. (this one is kind of gay -_-)
drawing while pretending to do work for your boss is hard =_=
anywho, so the ones i'm concerned about are the lesbians who take pictures on graves lol, the fat girl (who, by the end of it, looks totally anorexic :/ but.. happy? that ones really bittersweet), the trendy girl because she's black and her whole reasoning behind liking poofy skirts is hiding her sexy butt (6_6). like i said, these are all based on things i've observed and glorified with my imagination.
even so, it's not really very LOLI LIFESTYLE, if you catch my drift - it's more like, regular dramarama shoujo/josei stories where they happen to be wearing poofy clothes. even with that, should i still gear it towards lolita? would they still like it? or nay? is the thing about the fat chick offensive? :s what about the black girl? the crossdresser? ahh~ i'm torn.
i can't use my own moral judgement cause my morals are fucked up |
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| why are my days so busy |
[Jun. 19th, 2008|10:32 am] |
-_- why
monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday... busy! during the day, and then after work too! and then saturday will also be a bit busy - gyahh!!! the days are probably more busy for Michael, so i should count my blessings, but still~~~~~ ~_~;
saturday is WACO day! and you know what that means....!
CZECH STOP
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm |
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[Jun. 18th, 2008|08:54 am] |
i organized all my piles of paper last night... i have 118 pages of lolita comics (9 short stories, well... 8.5 because one is really REALLY short) all sketched out and scripted.
.....................................=_= i gotta do this! screw submission quality; i'm gonna ink every one of these suckers and self-publish it :D
if i self published, it would cost $7.13 to produce, so... would y'all buy it if it were, say, $8.99? or something? o.o
i'm trying desperately to get out of this i-cant-draw funk.
edit: the stories are different from the now-lost round of loli stories before, which were mostly fairy tales/fantasy. these are all pretty normal/slice-of-loli-life shoujo-ish.
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edit: OH SHIT OH SHIT Mary Magdalene's overseas shopping is available now. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooo i'm still saving up for that Betsey Johnson dress, WHY THIS NOW?!? MM i hate youuuuu |
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| spore |
[Jun. 16th, 2008|02:39 pm] |
ahhhhhhh
my baby: the kabagabba
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| hahah cityarts |
[Jun. 16th, 2008|12:01 pm] |
XD ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tuned posted some pictures.
MIIILK
i have this shocked look cause that jug of milk totally rolled backwards as i glomped it :O
( om nom noming ) |
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| back |
[Jun. 13th, 2008|01:09 pm] |
i made it back
oh god i made it
the parking lot was suprisingly empty but the challenge was indoors. why the fuck does walmart have no windows?!?! i didnt think that through all the way
there were other people on the other side of the street; i think they were camping out above central market like it was a home base. i wish i had set up a home base with my friends.
they attracted all the attention. i felt like solid snake on the other side of the street. i thought they would come running the second i stepped on a twig, but it wasnt the case.
walmart was another story. fortunately a few other people had the same idea as me and were already in there. there was a woman who arrived at the same time i did.
the most useful things were already looted but there were some gems. i was also given the address of an outdoors shop which might have other things. we started heading there but then were outnumbered
i ended up runnign and running, backtracking towards where i was this morning
i tried to help her, but she was too slow. i feel awful. im so glad for starting up running again, but at the same time... to be the last one left is miserable. the campus was more crowded but i had the advantage this time but still
why dont we have a home base, guys?!
why is dallas so far from garland... i feel like i wont make it through today. im exhausted. i want to rest. |
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| here we go again |
[Jun. 13th, 2008|08:13 am] |
right now, i'd like to be blasting some music at full volume but i'm afraid to draw unneccessary attention. other than the fantasy of seeing all my healthy friends in one spot, it's the only thing that'll cheer me up right now.
i hope to god that everyone's safe right now - i won't dwell on the otherwise thought, as likely as it is. i'm not sure where to go at this point - i'm in a nasty place for all of this. i still want to crawl up into an attic and just hide for the time being.
the most sensible thing to do is head for a "safe zone" but i'm not 100% sure where those are. and a large group of people all in one area - that could very quickly become the opposite of a safe zone.
im so scared; i hate being alone. last year i survived by hiding, but only barely. that kind of luck doesnt come twice - deep inside, i know staying here won't save me again. the circumstances (and entry - ahh god, who propped open the doors for chrissake!!!) have changed
i want to go and pluck my dad and mom out of their cities and hide them from danger. dad's not too far away, but on a crowded apartment street like that - there's no way i'd make it. i don't even have a bat or anything. goddamnit, i should of bought that crowbar from loews. damnit. at least i have the fire axe but what good is it really going to do me? i should have done more curls, this thing is too heavy to hold properly.
there's a gun store by my house in garland; why am i not there now. if only i was. and there's no way i'm risking going to the super walmart.... or should i?
i wish michael was here right now; i wish i could pretend to be a princess in a tower waiting to be saved, but i know that's doom right there for me. there's nobody to rescue me but myself.
...i guess i should try to walmart. wish me luck guys |
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[Jun. 11th, 2008|10:20 am] |
TT_________TT
i was reading NANA at work, and burst out into tears... ahh my god, i hate this "cold harsh slice of reality" manga. no wonder i dropped it before. TT_TT it's not the kind of thing you wanna hear when you live in fairy tale lala romance shoujo fantasy land mentally
in other news, i finally got my groove back =3= kind of. but it's better than not drawing at all (i.e. last 3 weeks - no wonder my hands are shakin')
and in other manga related news, Koukou debut (published as 'High school debut') should be renamed to "How to be the Greatest Boyfriend Ever". |
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| Writer's Block: Banished to Space. |
[Jun. 9th, 2008|11:10 am] |
The Delta Quadrant.... 75 thousand light years from Planet Earth.
*dun dun.......... DUN DUN.... dunnnn dun dun dunnnn~* *Voyager theme*
I would bring my trusty crew along, and make the captain of the renegade Maquis ship, hikaruarima, the First Officer. pdfarsight would be Chief of Security and Second Officer. chewycaramel would be Chief Engineer and resident hotheaded chick, and neutronstar can be the Helmsman because neither me nor michael know directions, whether it's in Dallas or in the Delta Quadrant. tuned will be the Morale officer and Ambassador. =3=
Wow, those roles fit almost perfectly. O_O |
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[Jun. 9th, 2008|09:07 am] |
YEAH an inch down~~~~! when did that happen?!? who cares!
i swear i will never stop exercising again, Weight Gods. i will never fall back into "eat like a normal person" routine, Weight Gods. i swear i will always be mindful of my CW and GW, Weight Gods. i swear i will never be peer pressured into not being self-conscious again, Weight Gods. i swear i will never keep my "big clothes" after losing the weight and upgrade down to the smaller clothes from now on, Weight Gods. i swear i will ignore any and all accusations of eating disorders and scoff at them from now on, Weight Gods.
*does a happy dance*
when the more serious parts of life get totally rough, i can always count on focusing on totally shallow aspects in retaliation. |
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